♫ lets dance , babyy ♫

Monday, February 11:10 AM

its 1a.m in the morning and im still wide awake . i cant sleep , really i cant .
there are so much things going around in my mind right noww .
as im getting closer to move from my house , im getting sadd to leave ): i love pasir ris .
it have so much memories for me . how i wish we could stay . hahs ..
but mum and dad have no choice because their house bills are high , damn high .
hopefully , we can get back into our house by end of the year if mum and dad have the money to pay . i do not want to stay at the west side , i love the east side , seriously i do ..
noww im bored , nothing much i can do . i will only eat and sleep after reachingg home from school .
da mcm takde life siaaa -.-' hahh .
nowadays im trying my best to concentrate in school . its hard though because everytime i wanted to study , i will always be distracted by the boyys . grr .. whatsmore i got digital electronics project and i dont even know where to start . shit ! help me . teacher always encourage me not to give up and change course , somehow i just wanted to change .
but after thinking a few times , i decided to stick with the course (: even my friends ask me to stay .
and to this guy : you think that i have so much money ? hell no ! i have to work hard to get money you know . you cant ask for me money just like that and asking me to treat you everytime . heyy , im not your banker or whatsoever shit , you got a scholarship and you get $300 every month without workingg and yet you're still asking me for money telling me thats its not fair because you always treat me but i dont . wtf , i didnt ask for it , and what a shame ! didnt your parents teach you manners ? seriously i want you to please stop all this and change your attitude . seriously i hate your attitude . so please stop and change maaan !